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my computer hates me. so it won't let me post, give anyone comments, or change anything on my look and feel. it only lets me once in a billion tries. so sorry about your late commentage from me. i'll get back to that once it starts working again.

^that was from christine but this is amanda, it wouldnt let her sign on to put that. so yeah.

today has been kind of depressing. there are certain reasons.. but i dont know exactly why this has been slowing eating at me. i'm really going to miss this year. some things more than others. but still. everything about this year was so... perfect, but not.. in a sense, makes me feel satisified. most of all, im really going to miss our orchestra class. soon, we will never be in one place playing our instruments ever again. and that makes me kind of sad...

this year has been a huge learning experience to me. i've learned how to sub-divide, all thanks to mr.huff =) i've learned how much of a jerk some guys can be, but there's still the ones that are really cool. i've learned how much harder i have to work to get good grades in my school work. i've learned how drama can affect everyone even those not in the situation. i've learned the REAL meaning of stress. and i've learned i have the best friends in the world. hands down no doubt about it.

you dont know how much you mean to me

wow. so about everyone is sick.

& i think i'm getting it too. i'm feeling kind of crappy. and my stomach hurts like a mother. i hope it's not the flu-type thing i had earlier this year. come on immune system! we can do it!

i've had a major lack of appetite lately. even thinking of food just digusts me. which is something totally new. so i just eat whenever my stomach growls so it won't bother me.

anyways. my birthday is on tuesday.

& i have friggin have a doctor's appointment on that day.
if they make me get any more shots, i'll be like "shove it up your butt" i'm not getting shots on my birthday anymore. i'm not taking that crap from you =P

only...not really. i wont do that. i'll just be really unhappy.

i never did get my rain. well it didnt rain enough for me. curse you storm clouds. =[ it's totally sunny outside... and i want it to be rainy. and my mood... i wouldn't call it sunny now. =P how ironic.

so i'm liking this not-as-much-homework-because-its-almost-the-end-of-school-thing =) it's pretty cool. this week i haven't had as much homework! but i've been more stressed than usual... which is.. another ironic thing about my life. yeah. and i have to deal with it.

someone teach me how to rain dance. please.

my mommy got phantom of the opera today =) it's about time. i've heard everyone talk about it and i haven't ever watched it. sooo yayyy. i get to watch it today. hopefully its not one of those overrated movies.

my internet is so STUPID. i could slap it off the face of the earth. everytime we pick up the kitchen phone, my internet freaks out and doesn't work. and just random times throughout the day, too. rawr. i hate to admit it, but i like AOL broadband better than this sbc crap.

okay so i'm done with this pointless entry. and i'm going to be a loser and read this outloud to myself and pretend i'm venting to someone. just because i'm so retarded like that.

how bout it? we're all ready for summer.

but when i think about, i'm really gonna miss some of the people.

i'm looking for real love.

ridiculous,
inconvenient,
consuming,
can't live without each other love.

Mae, The Academy Is, Jason Parker, Days Away CONCERT
ONLY $10 =)

the not-so-good things
-symphony tryouts are coming up. i'm really scared & still indecisive on whether i should try out or not.
-finals are coming up too. gross. talking about major studying.
-tomorrow, i get to dissect a frog. alsfjdadskasdf not too excited about that
-end-of-the-year concert tomorrow. i'm really nervous about messing up the solo.
- i have a dentist appointment wednesday. i really don't like the dentist.

the good things =)
-my birthday is coming up. wh00t. it's may 17th if you wanted to know ^_~
-summer is almost here!!!!!
-i did pretty good on my math test. well better than i thought =P
-i ate a lot of different tortilla espanola today. and a LOT of emily's. gawsh i feel like a pig

here are some of me & kelsey before banquet:

<3

rainy weather makes me eat more....
a lot of people have been getting hair cuts lately....
what's up with that?